Writing Process 3: Sickness is part of it.

Having eczema on my body for more than 4 months now which I had never gotten before.  I have been trying to eat more healthy also seeing doctors. They said it might be the stress that I am having so I keep having eczema.

Last month I vomited 4 times in two weeks, others I don't remember.  It wasn't because I was drinking heavily or whatever, but I always vomit before I went out to see friends, or after any sort of social gathering.  I guess I started to feel guilty to go out.

Also one of the situation really kills me is it seems I am all on my own.   Nobody ever taught me what to do, and what's not to do.  It seems like that when I accepted by the school, I should automatically equipped with research methods.  BUT I DIDN'T KNOW.

I guess this is part of my master degree symptom, it is such a solitary situation that I am in.
My emotion starts to change radically according to any incidents that happened in my life.
I cannot control my emotion, which I used to be able to. I have difficulties to talk with friends about it, because it would only make them feel bad.  Not to mention my family, because their worries don't really have any practical help.